If I’m to be candid, I’m not entirely competent at taking time or resources for myself.
- That’s just the truth and I’ve been working to change all that.
It’s as though I have a default behavior setting that puts other people else’s needs ahead of my own. The local cannabis spot is helping me to be active and do the things that help bring joy and balance to my life. It must seem unusual that it took this long for me to realize that I’m should be #1. But I was raised to serve the family. And then, when I had a family of my own, all of their needs just came first. I don’t mind all that as I loved raising my kids. However, The stuff with my parents and siblings I could do without. I never even used recreational marijuana until the kids were at college. Whenever I had been offered cannabis products, I passed because I wasn’t so sure how I’d act. And being so in control was all the rage then. But I finally joined in on a fun weekend with my friends. They had some hybrid strains that the two of us smoked but it was the cannabis edibles that I found most charming. I liked that with the edibles, the groovy feeling came on slow and sort of stayed with me. And I was just so relaxed and finally aware of my deepest thoughts. It entirely was an epiphany. So now that the local cannabis store has opened up a cannabis cafe, I make sure I schedule a tea and a shared edible with my buddy at least once a week.