I’m 29 years seasoned & I’m rereading just how to feed myself.
That is not a joke or any sort of wisecrack.
It’s the literal truth. And this is the case because I have had an eating disorder for nearly 15 years. With help from therapy & the cannabis dispensary, I am finding a way back to health. My eating disorder happened quite organically. It was so insidious that I didn’t actually understand that it was locking in on my life. By the time I hit university, I knew in my heart that I had a big complication however just couldn’t bring myself to ask for help due to shame. It’s sort of weird that when I was in university, I easily enjoyed smoking pot with close friends. I wasn’t so much the partier however those days at the park with weed are enjoyable memories. Now that weed is helping myself and others restore my life. The eating disorder just about destroyed my health. Not only was I grossly underweight, I was also so deprived of nourishment that my organs weren’t far from the beginnings of failure. Finally, I reached out for help with the my situation. And part of my treatment is to use medical marijuana from the dispensary near me. Using cannabis allows myself and others to be comfortable & get accustomed to a natural appetite. I’m reading that this is a nice thing & am now attempting to feed my body the healthy foods it needs. Still, this has been so challenging. I suppose that is another aspect of the weed that helps me. I’m far more filled with hope & chance than I have ever been before.