I’m 29 years old and I’m rereading just how to feed myself.
That is not a joke or any sort of wisecrack.
It’s the literal truth. And this is the case because I have had an eating disorder for nearly 15 years. With help from therapy and the cannabis dispensary, I am finding a way back to health. My eating disorder happened quite organically. It was so insidious that I didn’t truly understand that it was locking in on our life. By the time I hit college, I knew in our heart that I had a big complication but just couldn’t bring myself to ask for help due to shame. It’s sort of peculiar that when I was in college, I really enjoyed smoking pot with close friends. I wasn’t so much the partier but those afternoons at the park with weed are good memories. Now that weed is helping me restore our life. The eating disorder just about destroyed our health. Not only was I grossly underweight, I was also so deprived of nourishment that our organs weren’t far from the beginnings of failure. Finally, I reached out for help with the our situation. And area of our treatment is to use medical marijuana from the dispensary near me. Using cannabis allows me to be comfortable and get accustomed to a natural appetite. I’m reading that this is a enjoyable thing and am now attempting to feed our body the healthy foods it needs. Still, this has been so challenging. I know that is another aspect of the weed that helps me. I’m far more filled with hope and possibility than I have ever been before.