I told my medical doctor that I was having a lot of anxiety at work.
I was recently put in charge of a group of salesmen and I have to present to my boss once every week.
The presentation has proven to be quite difficult for me because I am not great at speaking in public. I’ve never been very good at public speaking and I think it has definitely held me back from getting a promotion in the past. I got along with my boss particularly well, so I think he looked past the fact that I hardly participated in any of the board meetings. After I got the promotion, I had to make some changes. I told my therapist that I was experiencing anxiety and she recommended medical marijuana. I used medical marijuana when I was in college too and it made me feel very relaxed. I hoped the results would be the same. I certainly didn’t want to use marijuana and then have no good results when I was done. It seems silly to smoke pot for no reason at all. The budtender at the marijuana dispensary suggested a discrete marijuana oil vape pen for work. She told me to go to the restroom and take a couple of puffs when I feel anxiety or before a meeting. The marijuana vape pen had live resin oil inside that tasted like cotton candy. I could tell that I was getting high. I only hit the marijuana vape pen one time and that was enough. My very first meeting went pretty well. I don’t think that anyone noticed that I was high and the boss was there for almost an hour. I definitely felt different and I noticed very quickly that I was talking more.