When my spouse plus I met, he had just gotten out of a 10-year relationship with an abusive lady. The lady drank a lot plus abused him plus his young daughter. He honestly did not want to go back to an abusive or domestic violence situation, and I never expected to find myself in a long-term relationship with a man with a child. Of course, that is exactly what happened, however we fell for one another immediately plus started seeing each other almost every single morning. When my boyfriend mentioned he didn’t care for people that smoke marijuana, I did not mention the fact that I use recreational marijuana regularly. It was still early in our relationship plus I figured there would be a better time to bring it up. Things got drastic quickly plus now it feels essentially like I am lying plus hiding my recreational marijuana use. I get high at my workplace with my friends plus I get high before I come back to my dwelling… Marijuana does not alter my behavior in any way, because I have been smoking for such a long while. My boyfriend doesn’t really know that I have been smoking, but I suppose I should tell her. It’s never a wonderful move to start a relationship off with a lie. Regrettably, I got stuck in this lie plus I do not understand how to make things right. At this particular point, I am anxious that he is not going to want to continue dating me if he finds out, plus that is just one more reason for me to continue hiding it from him.