This year I’m trying to draw on my past to have an especially fun winter holiday season.
I’m decorating the house just like my mother did when I was a kid, and I put up a bunch of lights outside just like my father.
There has been a lot of snow as well, so I’m hoping for a white Christmas after dealing with nothing but rain and mud last year. I managed to get a lot of cheap holiday decorations from the dollar store that look a lot more expensive than they really are. There are signs with snowmen, Santa Claus, and messages like “season’s greetings,” “let it snow,” and the classic, “Merry Christmas!” While I don’t presently have any offspring, I hope that I can meet an amazing partner to have children with at some point down the road. I have wanted a family for the past 10 years or more, but I realize I need to be patient. For now, I can enjoy the winter holiday season by myself, even if it means doing all of these festive things for my benefit only. But that’s perfectly fine, because I am enjoying myself in the process. Yesterday I made some infused holiday eggnog with cannabis distillate oil instead of rum or whiskey. I’m not much of a liquor drinker and would much rather consume marijuana when I want to be intoxicated. My new cannabis eggnog is much stronger than I anticipated, so I have to be extra careful not to consume too much if I’m planning on doing anything the day I drink a serving. I also have to be careful that none of my house guests throughout the month will mistake my cannabis eggnog for real eggnog, so I put a massive “THC” sign on the carton to be careful.