When I was a kid, I had a really stressful childhood. I watched my parents fight all of the time. My mom was in and out of jail and my dad was a drug addict. My mom was abusing alcohol, but thankfully she never injected drugs into her body like my dad did. He died when I was 30 years old and I didn’t know him much at all. I still have a lot of anger from my childhood and sometimes I don’t know what to do with it. I have a short temper and I have a zero tolerance for stupidity. I usually smoke marijuana before work so I don’t get angry all the time. When I smoke marijuana, I feel much more calm and relaxed. Even though Indica strains make me tired, I still regularly use an Indica in the morning to make me feel relaxed and calm. Sativa strains work great, but they don’t have the same call me and relaxing effect as indica’s like OG kush, blackberrry kush, and bubba kush. The Kush strains stand out in my mind because they are always high with thc and they have dense, thick buds. Medical marijuana products make me feel a lot more like everyone else around me. I try not to get into my head all of the time, but with a mom that is currently in prison and a dad that died from a drug overdose, what can you expect? It’s all I can do to keep from joining a cult or jumping off the bridge.